Tuesday

Here comes another Tuesday.  :)

But it's different now, I found a job. Wee=D

Nothing special, I am gonna work as a waitress at Sunflower Bakery.

I'm so nervous because it's my first time and first day to work.

I hope that everything goes well.

Besides, I am a temporary piano teacher too, haha.

I just started teaching last Tuesday.

My first student is a 5-year-old cutie pie.

She is really in to playing piano and that helps a lot.

It went okay. :)

I think I can handle two more new students on this coming Thursday.

I hope I can, haha.

Honestly, stepping into a working life makes me feel so nervous yet excited.

I guess all I can do is to work hard and let God arrange my future. :))

Share

Freedom?

So I am done, with SPM!!!!

Yeah, same with everybody else, still can't believe that I actually finished my SPM exam.

God, I can't believe it?

I was just about to watch spongebob with ma little brother every sunday morning.

Now I have finished my spm and I'm graduated?

I still watch spongebob but everything is not the same.

Gee.

I don't even feel like I have done with the spm shit.

I don't know what and where should I work,

I don't even know whether I should get a job.

This year is so changing me.

Mom and I start packing stuff so that we can move out from the house as soon as possible.

Everything is like a mess.

Mom is so tired of her life I can see that from her eyes.

My heart breaks a little everytime I see her face.

So tired that I can hardly describe.

I'm so sad to look at her even when she's smiling, those wrinkles are getting more obvious.

She has taken care of us so patiently and lovingly.

Our lives suck without her, seriously.

I just wish that I can do something for her,

Anything.

I don't know what to say but just,

Damn, I love my mom so much.

I just want us to be free from this suffering.

All I want is freedom.

Share